hello friends. today is a fucked up day. other than seoul garden and my cg outing. thanks to those who came. really appreciated it. to bryant mingjie and dean: im sorry if i t was damn boring. i saw nice stuff today. but i have no money. i wanna go queensway tmr. but i have no money. sian. i really have nothing man. goodnight.
whats the point of having friends when they arent there whenever u need them the most? it's like after so long, i find out that im still alone. alone alone alone. fuck. people leave me when im in a shitty state. im so bloody pathetic lah. i cant even think of someone i can calll at 4am if im feeling like crap, there's no one who will be there with me through all the shit. im seriously a big fat failure man. i hate my life. hate it hate it hate it hate it.i i miss having friends. real friends.
